Can I?

Assalamualaikum.

Hari ini nak post pasal um, what happened yesterday.

Girl at this age, biasa lah, fikir pasal nak settle down, macam mana future bla bla bla. Certain orang macam tak kisah. Settle down..settle down, kalau tak settle down, tak settle down lah.

Well, life is easy kalau dapat pemikiran macam tu. Tapi, benda ni selalu ada dalam otak aku and aku usaha macam mana sungguh pun tak nak fikir, this thing will keep coming back. Aku akan fikir fikir fikir. Even mind set tak nak fikir and nak sibukkan diri untuk tak fikir. But still, *sigh*

I meant nothing to my parents since I brought hakeem to our house last time.

Nak sorok yang aku dengan hakeem have something, serba salah pulak.

Bila bagitahu, this happened pulak.

Tak tahu nak buat apa.

But I like this guy so much hergh and I want my parents like him as much as I am. Ye la siapa je tak nak kan?

I really want to be a good daughter. and also the best slave to Him. Sebab, at the end of the day, all you did in this world will count to determine your place at the hereafter.

But, at this moment, I stucked.

However, I came out with this one bila mak aku dengan aku baring sama-sama.

I asked her,

"Umie, Nailah sayang umie. Nailah sayang ayah with all my heart"

umie replied "Yes"

"Bukan Nailah tak sayang umie ayah, I love you both with all my heart"

"Yeeee umie tahuuu"

"But, at this moment too, I got hakeem. Boleh ke kalau Nailah nak kahwin awal dengan hakeem?"